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We meet thanks to a silly little video I posted. Since day one the attraction was instant from both parties. He is such a hard worker and every single date has been an absolute dream. He is kind, gentle, smells good, is a passionate lover, he is also a protector. I have fallen in love with him after 3 months. I want it to be him but when he goes through a rough patch he pushes everyone away. He does answer to me and allows me in his bubble. However, he was honest he said he cannot commit to me and he cannot show up how I want him to. In addition, he will not leave his state and come to move in with me a few states away. I appreciate the honesty but it hurts. When we are together we have an amazing time. We spend hours on FaceTime laughing and making each other feel good. I'm conflicted. I love him but he cannot and will not commit. I'm willing to be with him even if he never makes me his wife although I want to he his Mrs. I don't know what to do.